…se di tanti capelli ci si può fidare

So benissimo di cosa parla la canzone: e anch’io ci stavo cascando nel vino inciampando nella sua giovinezza.
L’ho incontrata per caso in una vacanza ed è stato subito il sentimento più violento mai provato.
Era bellissima, con tanti capelli, la pelle di pesca, la gioia di vivere negli occhi verdi e profondi, sembrava la dea della felicità, impossibile non innamorarsene.
Spensierata e assetata di vita, quel giorno non ho resistito e l’ho presa per mano e siamo volati insieme, sopra i tetti della terra, abbiamo volato mano nella mano su montagne e ghiacciai, rotolando fra prati e fiori, tornati a valle.
Nel giorno più denso di emozioni che mai si potesse immaginare, abbiamo provato insieme le sensazioni più intense, forti ed appaganti, senza nessun altro desiderio se non di correre insieme felici, per sentieri, viottoli e strade, liberi da tutto, dai nostri corpi, dai nostri desideri, da noi stessi.
Quando ci siamo accorti di essere affamati, seduti insieme, non c’è stato bisogno di spostare la bottiglia per capire: avevamo capito tutto già dall’inizio e ci siamo saziati più di sguardi che d’altro; anch’io stavo morendo e lei mangiava il gelato, ma lei lo aveva capito e sapeva che stavo morendo nei suoi occhi. La sua deliziosa risata era la sua corazza.
La sera, ebbri di gioia e di vita, quando avrei potuto inchiodarla a quel muro, e il desiderio era forte, bruciante e urgente, ho preferito provare a continuare a volare e l’ho riaccompagnata a casa.
Nemmeno un bacio, una carezza, nulla ci aveva unito, solo gli sguardi felici, e, tenendoci per mano, la voglia di vivere, di correre: incontro alla vita lei, fuggendo dalla vita io.
Del giorno più bello della mia vita mi resta solo il ricordo bruciante, vivissimo e doloroso, nel quale indugio languidamente, lasciando che la felice malinconia della tristezza di non averla voluta mia, mi consumi lentamente.
Di lei spio furtivamente da un paio d’anni, quando voglio ancora soffrire dolcemente d’amore, qualche foto sul suo social: Dio com’è bella nei suoi vent’anni, gli occhi felici il sorriso dolce e infinito, e dalla tenerezza con cui lo abbraccia si capisce che si amano. Qualcuno faccia in modo che siano felici e che lui la ami come io l’ho amata, rispettandola quel giorno, e come la amo ancora con la tristezza dei miei anni.
Buonanotte anima mia, buonanotte ovunque tu sia.

Buonanotte anima mia, buonanotte ovunque tu sia.
La più bella poesia mai scritta.

29.09.2017

Sé muy bien de qué se trata la canción: y yo también estaba cayendo en el vino tropezando en su juventud.
La conocí por casualidad en unas vacaciones y fue de inmediato la sensación más violenta que jamás haya experimentado.
Era hermosa, con mucho pelo, piel de melocotón, la alegría de vivir en los profundos ojos verdes, parecía la diosa de la felicidad, imposible no enamorarse de ella.
Sin preocupaciones y sed de la vida, ese día no pude resistir y me he tomado de la mano y volamos juntos sobre los tejados de la tierra, que voló de la mano en las montañas y glaciares, rodando a través de prados y flores, regresó al valle.
En denso día de emoción que nunca imaginables, tratamos con los sentimientos más intensos, fuertes y satisfactorias, sin otro deseo que el de correr juntos y felices, a senderos, caminos y carreteras, libre de todo, desde nuestros cuerpos, de nuestros deseos, de nosotros mismos.
Cuando nos dimos cuenta de que estábamos hambrientos, sentados juntos, no había necesidad de mover la botella para entender: habíamos entendido todo desde el principio y nos habíamos saciado más que miradas, pero por el otro; Yo también estaba muriendo y ella comió helado, pero ella lo entendió y supo que estaba muriendo en sus ojos. Su deliciosa risa era su armadura.
Por la noche, borracho de alegría y de vida, cuando pude clavarlo en esa pared, y el deseo era fuerte, ardiente y urgente, preferí tratar de seguir volando y la llevé a casa.
Ni siquiera un beso, una caricia, nada se había unido a nosotros, solo las miradas felices, y tomados de la mano, el deseo de vivir, de correr: me encuentro con su vida, huyendo de la vida.
Del día más hermoso de mi vida que me queda sólo el recuerdo ardiente, viva y dolorosa, en la que demora con languidez, dejando la tristeza melancólica feliz que no me han querido, poco a poco el consumo.
De su espía furtivamente por un par de años cuando yo todavía quiere sufrir con dulzura del amor, algunas fotos en su compañía: Dios, qué hermoso es de unos veinte años, ojos felices sonrisa dulce e infinito, y la ternura con a quien lo abraza, uno comprende que se aman. Alguien se asegurará de que estén felices y de que la ama como la amaba, de respetarla ese día y de cómo todavía la amo con la tristeza de mis años.
Buenas noches mi alma, buenas noches donde sea que estés.

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